Should i let my past controll my life and when i get married?

well i was minor and i was onto this man and he use me and ran a train on me which considers a and bad enough i was slow minded weak and barely could understand certain things at the time.couldn't comprehend at all that much ...that's why my mother didn't want me to go out and have fun with other friends and pals how ever u wanna say it..well she felt like i was too easily influence and the people out there is bad influence and will be like towards my life and anyways finally i started making friends regardless when i was moving in this area where it was quiet at and that's where i met this man and things started to get all groovier and good we getting along with each other well but all of sudden a guy talks to me and says if he loves you and cares about you then he wouldn't be using you and letting other guys on to you like that and i left him along ever since cause it was getting to me .well i didn't know until someone had to let me know about it . a child is not gonna know all of this on they own and not gonna use a grown women mind especially when they don't even now anything about things like that .i was young girl on to grown men and turned around and got used and the other thing i already then said